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blackbirdMember

Har, you ask hard questions, Liese!

You may have a future as a therapist lined up!

idk...I'm in touch with tender, childlike, trusting, but very painful emotions when I think of him as "good T." But when I think of him as "bad T" I am able to numb out and just avoid having any feelings at all about him...except, probably some kind of disowned anger that doesn't feel at all justified since he "really is" good T.

and I know exactly what he would say about that, if I were still a paying client: that I am avoiding my feelings by refusing to believe in his care for me.

Thanks, Liese...I wish I could figure out *what the heck* is the deal with my "thingy." Maybe I really am borderline, not dysthymic. If I am, I am...but...I'd like to at least know about it.

10/16/118:16 PM

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