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Thank you STRMS and Somedays and DF!!!...I reset the title of the thread to have the trigger, I am so sorry that I triggered you Somedays. I know how hard it is! I'm not sure what to do. I'm longing for T just everyday, it's like I'm right back where I was in therapy with him, he is the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning, and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep. And I keep compulsively googling him, hoping to find a more recent picture. He has absolutely *no* private presence online, but he has a lot of articles, interviews, and so on, that are public knowledge, so I don't feel too guilty since it is out there for public use anyway-...but I have to get google translate to translate a lot of it, so I don't get the full meaning of the owrds. Why do I miss him *so* much, all of a sudden like this? It's like it just hit me, so hard. I want so badly to write to him, beg him to respond to me...anything. I feel like I have a parent who used to love me, that has completely disowned me!
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