Do you ever have a "bad transference day" when you think of your transference object way more than you had been for awhile? I'm having one of those days. I looked at his house on Google Streetview and then read about a marathon he ran in recently. Then I felt sad that he is living his life without me, like why am I not with him?
I am upset and annoyed with myself.
I can guess I am using it to avoid something (like work...) but I am just so frustrated!