quote:I'm more interested in what my T thinks/feels about me because of my desire to separate projection from reality - or his stuff from my stuff.
YOUR perception is YOUR reality because that's what's making you tick, that's what's making your head spin, that's what keeps you up at night. If you're convinced he's attracted to you, you start there. He's already drawn a physical boundary, so that much is clear.
So what if he's not attracted to you after all-- you had a feeling about it, right? And it's worth listening to that.
Best of luck sorting through this-- and I totally get it, the desire to KNOW!!!