I'm really happy to hear you're doing so well, that you're able to stop scheduling appointments, because that means that you've healed enough to go forward on your own.
But I also totally get the sadness. This is a deep significant relationship (even if there were no transference issues) and when a relationship like that ends, of course you get sad. It's a good thing, but a very bittersweet thing also. So it makes sense that you can both make a decision and feel sad about it. I'm glad you came here to talk about it.
AG