Hi all.

As you all know, I had LONG waiting times between my sessions with my T. Well, at yesterday's session(the first in 6 weeks), my T and I decided that I am doing very well, and that I don't need to schedule another appointment. As I said, he and I BOTH decided. BUT............

As I was going about my usual ADL's last night, I felt SOOOOOO sad!!! I will miss him ALOT. It was kinda like he was my accountability or something. I always told him EVERYTHING about EVERYTHING. And now I won't have that to look forward to. And of course there was some transference issues, too.

I know it is a very good thing that I am doing so much better--at one point in time I would've never imagined that I would EVER feel this "normal" again! But it is sad at the same time. Of course I know I can always see him or call him if something comes up again, but there's nothing scheduled, you know?
BTW, does this mean we can be FB friends now? haha. I know better.

Hope all of you are doing okay. Just wanted to vent I guess.