AG, I think that everybody here can deem you qualified to be a health coach or a counsellor. You always know what to say and hope that when you have problems, that there are others that can respond the way to you like you with us.

You hit the transfenrce issues, borderline, trauma and being actively abused, on the head. I've never been able to hope for any kind of relationship with anybody before - even though a forced relationship. I will ask my t what she thinks about transference issues and hear what she says. I have to deal with these issues to help understand the attachment to her. She does tend to avoid these kind of topics ans just says that I shouldn't read everything on the internet....

I need to feel again