What I wanted to ask you is this... do you usuallly just "chit chat"? Do you keep your sessions on the surface and resist going into the really deep areas? Or do you just refer to any talking with your T as chit chat? I am really hoping that you do confide in her about your feelings and your challenges so she can help you out.
In the meantime take a deep breath. I don't think she will do anything unless she feels that you or someone else is in imminent danger.
Hug
TN