Reply to "Fear of having an impact / never having an impact on (my T) - related to childhood"

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Intellectually of course I totally get it.

Emotionally however - that is the issue. Because this is one of day core traumas, it is going to take a shite load of work to even begin to muddle through it. Basically the fear is so deep and so profound, I haven't even touched the surface yet - it just isn't safe enough for me to SURVIVE facing it yet. (Many of my flashbacks I am very suicidal - I have the strongest of urges to die, I am so desperate to escape).

9/5/141:24 AM

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