On Friday my parents decided they were getting a divorce (again!) I guess this time they are serious. The thing is I’m not earning money right now because I started my own business counting on the fact that I have two parents who can easily support me financially until I start making money. Well, that’s gone. I also don’t know where I’m going to live or work once my parents separate (live with my mom and sister in a new place? Move back to my house? Move in with boyfriend? Live by myself? Will I even be able to find a job??) which is the ultimate anxiety….

So all that happened over the weekend, and then I go to therapy this morning and T says “First of all, before we start, we’re going to be moving….” And he hands me a sheet of paper announcing that the counseling group will be moving. MOVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And not only moving but moving to a part of the city that I hate!!!!!!!!!!!! No more gorgeous view of the water and mountains out the window??????????? The building that he’s in right now is right in the middle of the city… it’s just up the hill from the water, I can walk to starbucks before my appointment, AND best of all LUSH is only about a block away!!!!! I need stability, and to know that no matter where I decide to live, my T will still be there…. BUT I GUESS NOT!

SUCH BAD TIMING!!!!!!!! When he gave me the piece of paper I just took it and didn’t say anything about it the rest of the session. I can’t handle my T moving, my parents divorcing, and my life being turned upside down all at the same time.