Hi unbroken, really nice to see you here again

Basking in the warm welcomes and hugs... oooh, feel so good.

You are all so lovely. Hello to all of you. AND, yes, I need to stick around here.

I've been away for so long. It's hard to explain why, but it does have something to do with the memories I have of being SO incredibly hurt in my previous therapeutic relationship.(Hope that makes sense).

I am doing well, though. I'm in a therapeutic relationship that feels strong. I struggle with attachment issues. My T is such a breath of fresh air in comparison to oldT.

It feels so good to see your names and be reminded of how much support and kindness I've gotten here.

I'll be around more...

Hey Brokes! Good to see you around.

Lovely to see you back! I have wondered how you were doing from time to time. So happy to hear you are in a good T relationship now.

Hi Kashley & HIC! Good to be back.

((Draggers))

Thanks for asking. I am doing well. I still have my moments and still struggle with missing OldT. I find myself missing OldT especially when there is a small rupture in therapy with my currentT. When I am feeling distant/not connected with currentT, I wander back towards OldT and long for that connection.

I've done well with not reaching out to OldT, as it's significantly dropped off(my attempts for contact). I had been holding onto the hope we'd one day re-connect, but I have come to terms with that never happening.

It makes me sad. I really cared for her, but I am now at a place so much further in my current therapy that allows me to feel more of a connection with currentT.

Losing a therapist is hell. My heart hurts for anyone who has EVER experienced it. It was one of the hardest things I've ever gone through(and I have been through a lot).

So, yes. It's lessened. I think it will always be there, though. It will always be a little tender to the touch.

Draggers... make sure you have your compass with you because I expect you to find your way back here so I can give you a big giant HUG!
Thanks for your support!

Hi Brokes!
Good to see you
I´ve missed you
Glad to hear that you have a good T now
- Little Me

(((Little Me)))

It's SO good to see you, too. Missed being here, a lot.

(((all)))

Just to let you know I am still about. Sorry for
not being very active here recently. Have been
reading the threads and thinking of you all.

Going through a tough time right now with a
separation from my W and have been busy trying
to sell our house and find places for us to
live.

Will be back soon I hope.

AV.

(((Av))))

I hoped you were ok as I saw you had not beeen posting. Please take care and know we are here thinking of you

starfishy