Glad that makes you feel better! You deserve to feel good about your needs and be able to express them. Psycho is exactly how I feel sometimes too. It comes with the territory.
Just so that you know: I save vms from my T all the time, I call her vm just to hear her voice-all the time, and I must have played the recording 100 million times by now. -It's all good and ok. I became ok with all of this from knowing that others on this forum go through what I do too.
I'm pulling for ya!
JM