Reply to "I have made a decision to just STOP: may be TRIGGERING"

ghostgirlMember

Hugs to everyone for being here to support me. I am sorry if I sound cold and distant, it is where I need to be to protect myself. I am very confused and just trying to push it all away. I feel incredibly wounded and stupid and idiotic and ridiculous and my self recrimination is off the charts. I loathe myself for allowing myself to even think for one second that this T actually cared. I really need to get over myself. I am not worth caring about. The sooner I realize it the better off and in more touch with reality I will be. I need to harden my core and just shut everything out.

I am so sorry. I don't even feel like I belong on the forum anymore because I am clearly at a loss! I don't even have words to express what is going on.

7/30/144:42 PM

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